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The MoonI am the light
that guides you at night
I am the glow
as white as the snow
Sometimes I am large
Sometimes I am small
Sometimes, I'm not even there at all
but I always watch over
the sweet dreams in the dark
keeping alive, that little spark
I am surrounded, by so many friends
and yet I am alone
in the vast blackness
I was born
in an age of stardust
I was made from darkness
yet I shine so bright
though nothing compares
to my sister's light
If you look closely at me
you may still see
the faded pictures
that adorn my skin
I watch over the world in stillness
yet I never stop moving
I am the ocean's tide
I am the night's bride
Broken Angel's ReachI reach for you
but you pull away
I'm scared too...
Why can't you see?!
I'm just me...
I'm not the girl you need me to be!
I just want to be free...
These wings are small and battered
beaten by those of small minds
I try to hide
these feelings inside
painting on my smile
for the rest of the world
even as I drown
in all the pent up tears
suppressed throughout the years...
Every night, when the sun goes down
the dark invades with a frown
The little voices in my head
telling me I should be dead
They make me trip
and I start to slip
but your light
is so bright
it bring me back
from all the black
and then I reach
only to breach
some unknown wall
that is far too tall
for my little height
and puny might...
You're within my sight
and yet so far
it's like the nightmares
of you leaving in the car
Your image slowly vanishing
my feet unable to keep up
No one knows the things I see
I need to keep everyone happy
So I put on my facade
turn my face into a mask
keep my lips zipped
and try to keep my li
I Miss You...These tattered wings won't fly
These dirty hands can't hold
These bruised feelings hide
This shattered mind won't think
This cruel life crumbles
As I fall apart at the seams
No one knows what this means
This Broken Heart won't heal
This agony can't be erased
What will it take
to be able to keep
at least one thing
without having to speak?
Why is the world
so quick and so cruel
when all I wanted to have
I lay in pieces on the bathroom floor
an empty bottle of pills
and crimson wrists so sore
I just can't take it anymore!!!
Everything I love
is taken away!
I lose my hope, day by day!
No one can see
what's happening to me!!!
I need you now
I need your strength
I long for your embrace
My dreams are full of you
I feel you there...
but then I wake
to the cold of my bed
and the hole in my chest...
Darling, I Miss You...
Torn ApartWe are torn
ripped from each others grasps
my tears fall as I gasp
The agony in my heart
is almost too much to bear
I just want to feel your warmth
I just want to hear your voice
I just want to feel your love
I just want to hear your laugh
I just want to have you back
here in my arms, where you are safe.
They say we are to young
that we don't know what love is
but I say that it is they
who do not understand
that love has no limit
it is not confined to gender
or disabled by disease
it is not condemned by distance
it does not wilt with age
True Love knows no bounds!
So even while they say we are damned
we know that we are free
to make our own choices
and love who we want.
They try to take you
but my love follows you
you have my heart you know, forever.
No matter the space between us
our bond will always shine through!
Just believe in me, my darling,
know that I will fight for you
that I will not stop
until we are safe, together.
Remember...Do you remember, the way it used to be?
So happy and care free
Where we sat and talked for hours
about books and movies and flowers
I can still see your smile
but now it only lasts a while
Did I do this?
I made your petals wilt
and your happiness run out
How can you love me?
How can you see,
the shy little girl that hides behind a tree
I am nothing but lies
wrapped in my insecurities.
The fears and tears
that break my heart
are the things that rip us apart
I won't let myself believe
in any of these dreams
because I know deep down
that they'll only make me drown
I want to escape this town!
I'm like that scary clown
that is always laughing
even when I want to cry
but my life has gone dry
Please just let me DIE!
I still want to fly...
but these wings of mine
are nothing but an illusion
Why won't my world stop crumbling?
I can't help my fumbling and bumbling
I lay down my life
to end your strife
but only cause more!
Just nail me to the door
as a sign to end this war.
Can't we help the poor
A Broken GirlIt was about 9pm, the sun had long since gone, taking away all warmth from a small house on a long street. The house had only one occupant, a 14 year old girl. She sat in the darkness of her room, in a corner with her laptop as the only source of light. She had black hair, with faded red bangs, she wore red jeans and a loose T-shirt. The girl stared at her screen as tears ran down her face. She knew that there were people who loved her but it was just so hard, always having to fake a smile, always having to be an adult at such a young age, having to be the perfect little girl that everyone expects her to be.
"What if I don't want to be perfect?!?!" she screamed to the empty house.
"You have to be perfect, you have to do as everyone says, you have to make them all happy, you are not allowed to be selfish, you dumb bitch." came the dark voice in the back of her head.
"I... I'm not selfish...." she whispered, more tears flowing.
"Yes you are, you always want to have e
3. Oct. 11I was pacing around the Rockbell house, my nervous energy getting the better of me.
"Ree, just go check on him." Winry said, obviously worried about my mental health.
"Ok Win, I'll be back later..." I replied, sighing.
So I walked out into the warm afternoon air, breathing in the sweet smell of Resembool. I loved it here, it was always quiet, always surreal, peaceful. I loved the way the seasons changed, the way the landscape always looked the same, yet different every day. I strolled down the path in the warm sun, glad that I had chosen to wear a simple purple dress today.
I came to the graveyard, but surprised to see it empty. I decided to visit my own parents graves while I was here. I transmuted some flowers and told them how I was doing, apologizing for not coming by more often, then promising that I'd make an effort to get out here more. I then went to visit Trisha, noticing some fresh flowers, probably from Ed. As I laid my own bouquet down I saw a small figure
What do you want???What is it?
What do you want from me?
I try my damn hardest!
but it isn't enough!
I try, but fail...
I can't stand again
I've been beaten
and now I just can't do this...
I've done everything I can!
but you insist that I have to do more!
there are things I can't do
or times I can't do things
but you want the world to go your way!
What if I'm sick?
What if I'm stressed?
Do you care that I am an emotional wreck?
or am I just a tool, for your amusement?
I don't want to do this anymore!
I'm only human...
I can't be what you want!
When you scream, I am there.
When you cry, I wipe your tears.
When you are tired, I do it for you.
When you aren't well, I do things by myself
I do it for you
or I just accept it.
but you don't do the same for me.
Your ideals are too high
I love you more than anything
but you don't seam to love me back!!!
you say you do
but then you just...
let me fall
into the darkness
and the depression
or you don't understand
The End of You and Me....There's no time to be together
Don't have a chance to say goodbye
I can't look you in the eyes
and lie anymore
You can't see my agony
You can't see my suffering
You don't know the truth
Baby it's the end of you and me
Even though we said
we'd be together for eternity
Darling it's the end of you and me
I can't take this misery....
A message to the brokenYou drown yourself
in liquid sorrows,
letting the salty mess
burn your wounds,
and the sadness
to drip in your mouth,
consuming your words
and you say
you deserve the pain,
but I want to dry your face,
and whisper in your ear
how the clouds cry too,
while they hold such beauty,
and so do you.
It's Okay to be ImperfectThe moon
Stand Against SuicideI know the pain is perhaps unbearable,
But darling, please put down the blade.
Release your emotions through tears and smiles,
Rather than dreading these days.
Do it for the little girl, whose mother can’t be there,
Or for the boy whose father drank too much.
For the boy who can’t sit in elementary school,
Because the bruises from Daddy hurt to touch.
For the teenage girl lying face down in her bed,
Thinking, why can’t it all be done?
For the elderly man looking up at the stars,
Counting the days one by one.
Do it for the children who wonder, does it end?
For the ones who feel left on their own.
For the ones who think, maybe it wouldn’t be so hard
If I didn’t feel so left alone.
And finally, do it for one other person,
The person in front of these words.
Because you’ll never know how it gets better
When focusing on pain and hurt.
Live one more day, dear, for them and for you,
And I swear to you, problems will fade.
I know, for right now, it’s p
Pretty metaphors are for pretty girlsI told you to stop
spewing pretty metaphors at me,
for with each elaborate comparison,
I feel a bit more
detached from this world
And maybe I don’t feel so strong at the moment,
but would you be
if you felt like the entire universe
was resting upon your shoulders,
and someone was just there saying:
But you’re stronger than the powerful beats
of a butterfly’s wings
And maybe I do need more confidence,
but would you exuberate it
when the part you hated most about yourself
were the freckles that have speckled your face for years,
and someone was just there muttering:
They’re not flaws,
but rather stars that form constellations
Yes, I can’t help but hate
all those unrealistic metaphors
you choose to pelt at me when I’m low,
yet the irony is,
I know that those beautiful words
are realistic in your eyes,
So I can’t hate you.
Clear WristA clear wrist, barren of scars,
as opposed to skin sauntered in marks,
tells a trickier story than it's soiled and raw,
uncaring, unkempt counter part.
Bravery, I think it holds,
the strength to bare unimaginable loads
of pain and suffering through endless times,
and withstanding the agony of sleepless nights.
Some think it is fear, the reluctance to cut,
but I believe it opposite, it show courage and guts.
To bear your pain without a nick on your wrist,
is like a solider braving his terrain while being torn limb from limb.
Agonizing as it is, to hide your pain,
you do it so well, and no attention you'll gain.
At the end of the day, it's not cry for attention,
rather a cry for the victory that's silently mentioned.
Your scars are those not self inflicted,
and despite the gnawing intention,
to harm yourself and ease your pain,
the scars you earn are rightfully gained.
In a room of those who have jumped the gun,
and left traces of blood deep in their arms,
do not be tempted to do the sam
dark circlesi haven't slept well in 14 days
my eyes droop pretty colors
'50 shades of purple and grey,
they're bags and they're designer'
making jokes is how i cope
with chapped lips and constant chap-stick
it tastes like honey and mint
i laugh and say i'm addicted.
hooded lids and sleepy smiles
during lunch at subway
my friends ask if I'm okay
I say that I'm just tired.
but really when I see him with her
my heart sinks to the tiles
she's pretty and witty and sure as hell she can sing
and i'm just a loud bone-collector.
when I see her with him,
dancing and laughing and grinning,
the ring on her finger
laughs at my singularity.
for as much as i lie and as much as i try
my loneliness still creeps in,
because no matter how much they protest,
i'm still the lowly fifth-wheel.
walking behind them on sidewalks
that are wide, but built for four
smiles and laughs when they look back
but the frown creeps evermore.
pelvis peaks through paper-thin skin
and knuckles white and pale
my ribs are empty, my bo
Shattering...These midnight tears
The eternal fears
To the black
Until I crack
I'm on thin ice
I feel it start to give way
What if I don't get through this day?
I give it all my best
Never getting rest
From the voices
Criticising my choices
There are flaws in my facade
Growing all the time
My walls are crumbling
My stone heart splitting
My mind can't take any more!!!
I'm breaking down
Losing my crown
These wings won't fly
They all let me die
Can't you see?
and you can't put me back together again...
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